INSOMNIA

Oh eyes, close for a while please….I am begging you :p
Damn! I got insomnia!!
I’ve noticed, after the class session for part 6 ended, I can hardly sleep at night.
But I sleep heavenly in the morning with the loud snoring.. ( oh my bad!)
The worst thing is I need to take jumbo supper if I wanna sleep early.
So with the full stomach, I can easily go to bed.
No wonder I gain my weight nowadays.
Anyone? Help me! I don’t wanna be like bat or fox or owl anymore..

Ok la since I can't sleep tonight so I'm telling you 5 reasons why I'm blogging:

I love to share what I know
I enjoy providing information, sharing my feelings + experience and mostly I can verbalize what's in my mind.

You -- my readers!
I love receiving comments and getting your feedback on my posts. But since I am new at this, only received comment from Amer. thanx you're the first who did it. It shows that you guys care and you share my passions.

It takes away a dull day.
Ever have those days when nothing seems right? When I sit at my computer and stare at my blank page, I become giddy with the idea that I can fill it up with my words. My words. Before, I know it, joy has filled the room and no matter what, I feel pride knowing that I decided to make it a productive day.hehehe

It helps to define who I am.
Those who regularly visit my blog have gotten to know me. You have learned that I whole-heartedly love my bf and my family. And currently I am building up my confidence. My blog is a place where I can be upfront and honest. This is my diary. oh common this is 2010! Digital diary is better I guess.

It's fun!
I really2 enjoy blogging where I can share with other blogger and gain knowledge by reading others. Sometime those things help me to be more matured and that I can't get while in the classroom.

So...why do YOU blog?

the shirts

It's 9:42pm and I'm tired. *yawn*

But I wanna share with you ol about band t-shirt called The Rolling Stones.

I've bought it a few days ago through online but I've received the parcel yesterday.

I'm glad to deal with the seller where she gave me another free t-shirt. ( Buy one free one )

I've seen a few of these floating around so I thought I'd jump on the bandwagon. Whee.

Anyway, what can I say? It's not quite up yet, but hey it's all good.

I'll be sitting for exam tomorrow which kinda pisses me off but I guess it's a good deal because most people have already prepared.

Okay, well I'm gonna go now, I'll be back to post when I can speak more coherantly, when my thoughts aren't clouded by the vision of a nice, soft bed with big pillows and a warm comforter. :o)

Here some photos of the shirts.

The Rolling Stones

like it )P

the gift
* free t-shirt

miss him!!

I miss you aliffy baby..
the distance doesn't get any easier for us
but I know that's makes our love more tough.
Hope the journey of our love will end up with marriage


Dear,
I have a plan for our anniversary
and I'm still working on it.hehehe
sure you'll like it!!

one more thing, I've surveyed the handbag.
soon we'll go for shopping together yea sayang..
I LOVE YOU sayang..mmuachx

fried noodle

marvelous + delicious!!
I ate hot & spicy fried noodle cooked by Elin for 2 3 plates
supposed i am on diet but the exam is around the corner
so just forget it for awhile
and enjoy my meals.

thanks elin!
I am growing fat )p

miss mummy (^..^)

I miss you
I love you
mmmmmuaahhhhhh3

Sure I'll call you tomorrow.
sorry been busy 2 3 days nie..
feel like not talking + gossiping with you for ages.
I wanna tell you hot story mummy!

this 15 may is your bufday.
just wait for the suprise )p

^^the road not taken^^

which 1 should I choose for internship program???

Maybank Group or Insyirah Corporate Advisory

Dad wants me to do at Maybank Kota Bharu BC

Big brother said Insyirah!

Aiiyooo which 1 to take nie?

Common zakiah! You have the right to choose and decide the best thing for you!

MAYBANK- I am glad to be part of that organization.

Btw, my application still pending

Hope my daddy’s friend can help me out.

INSYIRAH- I can learn many things in that company.

Since the co. is providing the customers in term of tax planning, secretarial services, managing business, accounting and auditing purposes, so I can apply what I have learnt in class.

Plus, my ultimate goal is I want to set up my own co. to run my own business. I can gain experience by learning..

What can I say here is, it would be my stepping stone to achieve my own goal!

Grab this opportunity!!

Ermm anyway just follow the flow...let it be..

No matter which road I take for internship, I should do the best and perform very well.

I love myself

[I love myself]

My interests in 2010 :

• staying at home
• reading books+magazines+articles+novel
• thinking and coming out with creative ideas
• traveling abroad
• shopping the good stuffs only
  
• studying for better future
  
• loving people around me

At this stage of my life, I am willing to accept any challenges,
broaden my horizons and live my life to the fullest.

There are many things that I want in my life, and I am very2 sure I can realize all my dreams.
All I have to do is work hard and put an effort to score!

NEVER GIVE UP

" nothing can stop me from achieving these if I have strong will"

stand by me_oasis

A Cold and frosty morning,
Theres not a lot to say,
About the things caught in my mind,
And as the day was dawning,
My plane flew away,
With all the things caught in my mind,

I don't wanna be there when you're coming down,
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground,

So don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play,
With all the things caught in my mind,
Damn my education I cant find the words to say,
With all the things caught in my mind,
And I wanna be there when you're coming down,
And I wanna be there when you hit the ground,

So don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

Me and you whats going on,
All we seem to know is how to show,
The feelings that are wrong.

So don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right.

And don't go away,
Say what you say,
Say that you'll stay,
Forever and a day,
In the time of my life,
Cos I need more time,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,

Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right,
So don't go away.

p/s : dedicate this song to ALIFF HAKIM
this holiday, i'll sing this song with the guitar at the seashore

"untitled"

Coach Grafitti Tattersall Sling

RM 895 (including postage),

at Pavillion RM 1000 above..

Hye,,,
I fall in love with one handbag
COACH GRAFITTI
The price is really expensive and i cant afford to buy it
my hubby, my daddy help me!!
hehehehehehehehehe


if i tell my hubby, and i think i know what he gonna say:
" baby, dah la tue. tak habes2 ngn handbag awk. one day bile i kaya i beli satu kilang GUESS and brand laen for you tu.ok tak my baby?"
the i will reply:
"ggggggrrrrrrr...yela sayang.."

then, the last resort i would ask money from my daddy.
as usual ayah will call me after solat maghrib
then ask me:
"adik sihat ke? wak gapo nie? study ok tak?"
and the part that i like most:
" duit cukup tak?"
hehehehehehehehe
i would say:
"ade lagi kot ayah"
ayah would say:
"ok nati esok ayah suh staff ayah bank in kan"

fuhhhhhhh
thanks ayah..i love you daddy..

but, for this time dont know la when i could touch with my hand this handbag
erm seems like i have to work hard
but what is the suitable part time work erk?

and 1 more thing, i should not tell my daddy for the part time job
he already said, focus on your study and when the time is right, you will experience the working world and the environment. For now, let me feeds you. And that my responsibility as father..

Wahhhhh great father i guess..

ayah, you know what
abe + angah + adik discussed, 1 day we will buy you Honda Civic with the driver
huhuhu
hope you like it although we all know that you dont really like expensive car

daddy,
your son, your daughters are stars.
just wait and see the truth.

LOVELY DAY

Today is a such a lovely day..
I wake up early in the morning and feel the fresh air..
Thanks to the Almighty bcoz give me many chances to see your creations..

I am just staying at home
surfing the internet + watching television + reading the news

For now, I am interested to buy the Chicken Soup For The Soul:
1) My Resolution
2) Extraordinary Teens
3) Life Lessons for Loving the Way You Live
4) Devotional Stories for Women
5) True Love

I have been goggled the net, and the price for each book is rm46.85
actually it is not really expensive compare to the valuable lessons that i can get from it.
But i have to ask money from ayah to buy them )p rm46.85x5= rm234.25
The good thing is with the purchase above rm100, i can enjoy free shipping..
fuhhh...save money for the postage...

just now, i have received the Clinique make up at my doorstep..
so lucky i wake early today, if not i need to collect it at Glenmarie Poslaju Courrier
really excited with that make up..

then, i am still dreaming and thinking about the plan for this becoming holiday.
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
hope i can spend more time with my family and my boyfie..
love you guys..
you are my back bone!